Today is a bad day i just found out that our lovely government turned me down again for my Medicaid i love how they can tell me how i feel or if i can work or not who do they think they r to judge me they have never walked in my shoes. I have prayed over and over I have changed my ways. Iv stopped doing drugs and being the person i was. Iv became a better but do you think God cares Hell no he don't cuz if he did he would help me and lead me. Hell iv lead myself i don't need no stinking God to help me ill do it myself just think all that time i spent praying i can be doing other stuff.Who knows i might just turn back to the person i was it seem i got more respect that way. This blog might make me sound selfish or something but i dont care im not here to please anyone im here to write what i feel and today this is what im feeling hate.
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- stacys1175
- I love staying home and taking care of my husband and 2 girls. They are my life and my heart. I enjoy being around my family and friends and feel very blessed to be able to spend time with them.
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1 comments:
You are allowed to feel the way you feel. God gave us free will. That means we are allowed to love Him or hate Him. Just like when your girls ask you for something, you tell then no and they get very upset with you. They get mad at you and at times I have heard them say I hate you Mom, or you are so mean ,or that's not fare.
You had your reasons why you told them no and even though they don't understand why now, they will in the future. God is telling you no and right now you are mad at Him but He has His reasns why He is telling you no. You may not see or even care to see what is ahead.
I think that maybe there is a house out there just like the one you have been telling me about and if you get what you want now then maybe that house will not be ready and you will miss out. Maybe time needs to pass a little before you get what you want.
Just remember that when your girls get mad at you and say that they hate you, you still love them. Guess what? Even though you are mad at Him right now He still loves you. Just like you will always be there for your girls, He will always be there for you.
Hate can tannish a soul and make you bitter. Smile My Stacy Wacy you still have me too:)God Bless and Love ya.
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