FRIENDS

I have always felt that a friend was someone who you shared things with or have them share things with you, go out do things that is fun like shopping or hanging out. I love being with a group of friends but i also believe if they were your true friends that you treat them equal what i mean by that is be kind and courteous and don't put one friend in front of the other even if u have know them longer or even shared more with that person. Ive always try ed to included my friends in life and if i had plans with one Iv always invited the other to go with me you know try not to leave them out. Any way the reason i have felt this way is because i feel like I'm a bothersome to some of my friends. What i mean by this is that i feel that they are being my friend cuz they have to or they feel obligated to be my friend. I hate the fact that i feel this way but on the other hand i cant hind the way i feel. maybe i just don't fit in anymore. Like one friend told me "We all grow as a person and sometimes you grow out of your friends." So dose that mean maybe my friends are growing in to flowers and I'm just a weed that they have to carry. All i know is that i care about my friends more then anything and i would always try to include them in anything i do.